Getting Nowhere

"Rushing and racing
and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart"
lyrics-(Emmy Rossum-Slow Me Down)

Some days I just feel like i am in a rut, going
from day to day.Doing the exact same thing as
every other day and doing nothing
with my life. I have these big plans that i always
talk about..traveling..making a difference..making
a change in the world but I do nothing. I procrast-
inate and say well maybe another day. I can always
do it tomorrow but i don't. Maybe tomorrow i will
do all these things Ive always wanted to do and
planned to do but i still don't.

It's so easy in life to just keep up the routine,
stay in my comfort zone and continue doing what
I have always done. To stay busy with all the
little things. It really sucks that fear and
laziness keeps me from what I know i should be
doing and who i should be. This is not meant to
be a rant or an excuse for why i am such a slacker
ha ha.Its just I heard this song today, which
is above. And it made me realize just how much I
am standing in my own way and there is really no
one to blame but myself and reality is that there
is no reason why i shouldn't be moving forward
towards all the things i have planned on doing.

Now all i have left to do is make the change..or
at the very least attempt the change. Maybe i
should apply for a passport? Who knows.