Wednesday, November 19, 2008

its not as safe when your walking alone...ill walk you home.

So like usual im listening to my music and i become inspired
to write. lately i have just felt so much pain. i see it everywhere.
in the faces of my family. my friends. random strangers. its
everywhere. and it sucks. i know in life its unavoidable, but i
hate it. i really hate it. there is nothing worse then seeing people
you care about hurt so much. well maybe there is, but i cant think
of anything so just go with it. somedays i just wish there were
ways to remove all the messed up things in this life. i guess i
just wish i could take the pain away. so that instead of sadness
and anger, i could see complete happiness. a smile instead of a
perma frown. a laugh instead of a tear. love instead of hate. an
excited reply of im great instead of the routine robotic reply "im ok".
this may seem really stupid to you because its impossible. and it
may seem very morbid because i know that there are people out
there who are eccentrically happy all the time and never experience
any pain right? but no matter how happy i am in the day, its not
the same knowing that someone you care about is hurting. its not
the same knowing that people go to bed every night hungry and
without a roof over their head. its not the same knowing
that kids these days are dealing with horrible things that i would
never have even dreamed of dealing with when i was their age.
i dont want to fix things, well maybe thats not completely true,
but i do just wish i could make it go away.

i know life isnt perfect but i can want it to be cant i?

my inspiration
http://www.lyricsreg.com/lyrics/karmina/WALK+YOU+HOME/

1 comment:

xblairx said...

my song that brings about these feelings is "Never Walk Alone" by Means. sooo good.

maybe we need to start being more honest with each other and quit masking our pain so much. while it won't fix the problems, having shoulders to lean on would be an infinite help! thanks joy!